my dad said that my sardine puffs are super nice. wonder if it's just words or did he mean it. lololololol i think chewy rocks la. :D lots more than tgl :P
great lah I have so many uncomplete homework and I haven't bathed .____. cos i just spent half my life on photoshop and doodled around. okay i did lots but none regarding on my picture montage -.-
speaking of montage. its totally irrelavant to the syllabus. i think having art on photoshop is enuf la, since when did lang arts become an art lesson or smth.
or they have hidden motives. anyhow, olivia told me its not counted and we are going to do in groups of 4 so. I DONT QUITE CARE :D
my orange carrot juice tasted like chinese medicine.
I just remembered that i have to drink my medicine later.
GREAT OH GREAT
RAH.
by some arabian girl :)
21:04
:):
by some arabian girl :)
18:02
and i was surprised that diarroeaheasekhsdf was not included.
my dad is pmsing at home. i think i'm semi deaf now. ear aids anyone?
by some arabian girl :)
23:30
A LOT MORE :0
okay la it was damn fun, but waimin told me they had more fun last year ._. haaaaa anything la. the Funkiers had to stop their cheers becos their cheer sounded like Fuck you. but the ironic thing is any word that starts with a F and ends with a K sounds like fuck.
it's not even their fault that their classname starts with an F. *rolls eyes*
choir after that. felt like sleeping z but somebody beside me kept crapping la I can't even revise my scores in peace let say sleep -.- wanted to sing but my throat sounded like the most terrible instrument on earth. but sang anyw haha i don't care la.
i think i gave my best yesterday, for the first time in my entire life during practices with seniors lol. so at least im satisfied with myself :) ms tham said something yesterday, it's still ringing in my head hehheh. i think we'll let the sec4s down if we don't do well heehee so give our best la :D
I don't think i can go prague anyway -.-
one day i'll create a charity fund for myself. zzz *sleeps*
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12:13
anyw i've decided to shift my topic.
why are teachers checking our blogs?
I mean, it's our privacy and blahblah yeah all that jazz lah. it's always the same stuff la, so checking our blogs does not make a difference cos we still have constant bitch fits about school life and *ahem* educators.
however things might. MIGHT. turn for the better if they train the teachers and let them undergo, say, some pyschology course or whatever shit is out there they might produce better students. I mean there are good teachers who produce straight As students but what is the point when the whole world (school, but you can't say for her husband. you nvr know) is terrified of her. lol
doesn't do them any good visiting our blogs and dropping by unexpectedly to see some *comments* on them la. it's just.. our views. perhaps majority of the student body doesn't feel that way. it's like fried chicken wing la, some normal people like me abhores the bouncy skin but others might enjoy chewing on the skin. EW
i still cant register the fact that teachers actually spend a lot of time googling their names and acting like a detective ._. surprisingly they were born part time detectives, or else which genes is that to know a student is lying?
by some arabian girl :)
22:19
we are aroused by boobs and nipples.
*inserts emotion* Jiayi
YES the emotion icon was named Jiayi.
cos jiayi ego V-V
she dreams of having big big boobs :)
i think.
it's the teambuilding day tmr! not looking forward la cos. something, and the cheers are not complete -.- it's not even discussed LOL
but it's a good thing since i can gek people who are having testS tmr, eg: shangzhi. who cares if the games are not fun V-V
by some arabian girl :)
19:08
somebody should come experience this with me i feel freaking numb all over :x i rmb feeling like that during some stupid audition few months back, but there's no reason to be dizzy now cos it's not cold ah. i think something went wrong in my body system. heck la lazy go checkup
no point anyw. waste money.
and time.
maybe it's just the radiation but i'm feeling very cynical about this. what if it's extreme low blood pressure? hey if i die i want a big bungalow! imagine enjoying your afterlife haha. i want a car too, expensive ones. and then i want an xbox!!! and waterbed!!! :D!!! omt that's perfect v-v!
or perhaps not bungalow la, i think condos will do. but i want to try living in bungalow or terrace or semiD or whatever lah! as long as it's big. and i want a leather sofa in the living room, a big place for my piano(black and sleek ah!), an open air mini garden with kois in it, then a smaller tank for the neil tetras and uh. angel fish i guess, rather pretty la. lol
and then i want a spiral staircase up to my room! okay i want a room as big as teresa's or jiyi's since they live above each other only it's the same, then i want my computer like jiyi's and my study desk cum bed like teresa's!
aiya so cool lah imagine dead people enjoying all those.
my arm is numb now.
shan't disturb my body any further. byebye
eh i will make it to school tmr successfully la
won't die halfway so don't get too worried!
i know you are worried.
cos im hot. v-v
by some arabian girl :)
22:37
becos
THERE IS NO HOMEWORK.
-CLAPS
haha. alright. byebye
by some arabian girl :)
17:36
hello. it's a monday.
im supposed to be happy on a monday
stop stop.
it was decided on sunday or maybe way before that, today is a monday so stop stop stop. you decided and there. why are you still talking about ME ME ME. 7 was a significant number to me to so what. stop blogging about me already! i know my folly and i got my punishment. maybe you should stop already. ALREADY.
duh obviously i know its my fault from the start but you can stop. everybody decided on 7-1 so. yea.
by some arabian girl :)
23:00
im sorry.
i think too much.
you weren't a bad friend.
i love you too much
dearest lesb.
by some arabian girl :)
18:58
i don want it this way alright. but take a look at y's blog. hey what msg did she leave for me. hah. man im sad okay. its stupid dragging this on and on
yes im in the wrong. i know you treasure me as your friend, but the others? or one other?
i didn't tell my secrets. he just knew from my blog and probed. so duh i gave him an answer and expected it to be done with. what he thinks is totally what he feels, if he thinks that i hated you to the core then. what can i do?
i don't get any chance anymore, right. what did i have in the first place? cos i don't deserve your trust anymore, i've shutted my mouth. if you asked around nobody knows about that incident. trying to shut my mouth already.
im not pretending. i still want to be great friends with you all. but how would you react if you saw y's blog? what happens if your you-thot-so closer friends says that of you.
i know it's my fault in the first place. but why let the hate grow? what did y's words mean?
"why u like keep following us ?"
*** just leave me alone.. it will be a better choice.. i rather we stop pretending nothing ever happened.. something did happen and it cant be saved anymore.. hopefully you understand.. you cant blame any1.. its not our fault things turned out this way.. its too difficult to be wat we used to.. i dun thin kwe can ever be like dat anymore..
hmm? i didn't think there was a need for that cos we've already talked it over.
i loved you guys and i still do. 7-1
i know it sounds fake now. but gl for anggun. that's all i need to say i guess.
by some arabian girl :)
15:08
so. what do you want now?
i don't want to go back to the same us anym. it isn't the same and it's not going to be the same as how you put it. right. that's to you as a reply to your msg.
you might be surprised how friends change your life. friends don't talk behind your back. friends continue being your friend despite how much you change. friends tell you honestly how wtf you've became. friends tell you straight in your face how lousy a friend you've been. friends do that and forgive. friends don't distance away from you becos you neglected them. friends don't tell only half the story and leave the other half to save her grace. friends make an effort to stitch back the hole in the broken relationship. friends make an effort to trust again. friends tell you that you should shut your mouth more if you've got too big a mouth. friends don't leave you out of everything just becos they don't think the trust is there anymore. friends find the trust back and not wait for the trust to come back. friends don't leave you just becos you made a mistake./ mistakes. friends tell you where you went wrong after they cooled down. friends know that you simply cannot control your mouth and blurt out everything. at the very least they understand. friends take the initiative to make you realise you made a terrible mistake. friends don't leave tears in your eyes.
it's hard to be a friend.
yes im very selfish.
i'm trying to be a friend
and to find one.
isit just me, or does everyone think this way?
it's stupid doing this. but i thought you might want a reply as to your msg on your blog. i was initially in the wrong, still in the wrong as you put it. so terribly wrong that you don't want to give me any chance.
anyw. i know your temper. thank you for being so kind to me compared to how you showed your temper to other people. get it, it's a genuine thankyou. for bearing with me. if that's how you intepreted it.
you haven't lost me, until just.
by some arabian girl :)
13:25
I mean, comparatively to rachelsoon's entries, mine are far better than those quizzy (queasy :P with lovey dovey tags) dumb posts. but since dono when I've been talking in simple language/primary schoolers language.
like, I dono.
like, liddat.
lol. apparently me myself cannot stand my blog anymore ._. you are going to read my other entries and then you'll be like. qiyuan you are one big stupid ass who doesn't have the intelligence of a normal homo sapien. seriously. LOL I can't stand it no more. grr
particularly I've been feeling very pissed at no apparent reason, just pissed at the air. the sky. or maybe the long announcements teachers make every morning. um and look's constant nags of the school cleanliness -.- well speaking of cleanliness..
2D IS TOTALLY INCORRIGIBLE.
I have lots to say, but it's better not tarnishing other's reputation since it prolly makes me drop as low as them.
right. woke up with a burning throat and couldnt speak lol. it's terrible since I can't live without my mouth. drank manuka honey guess it's better now ._. I hope. must be the lack of sleep.
to a certain somebody:
you seem to know the whole story, and yes you know it. does telling only half the story make you feel better? cmon why talk behind my back when you were the one who sparked the conversation in the first place.
I love chorale :)
by some arabian girl :)
11:56
went for the CL play yesterday! totally changed my opinion of that damn isolated cca. more like professionals luh.
tday was disastrous. -faints-
woke up with a mild sore throat. ate gluttinous rice for recess and then my sore throat worsened before choir. then finally felt like vomiting lol wth.
oh then, pt ._. damn malu.
got so much to tell everybody.
I MISS LOTS OF PEOPLE!
by some arabian girl :)
20:36
i'll stop sharing my own stuff with other big mouths. i swear
oh there's a lot of big mouths in rv.
>daddy you got me into trouble leh
damn i die liao.
by some arabian girl :)
19:22
i finally got my internet connection back.
eh. so many things have happened without me knowing. what badmouthing? if rumors are what you believe then. whatever lor.
i can't do anything about it.
since i can't have your trust
let it be~
eh no lah.
seriously.
siao.
why liddat. dowan liddat lah.
anyw. i decided to take things easy.
there's choir tmr! :D
life is wonderful. half wonderful
nvm
daddy.. !!! hahahhaha
damn i can't use msn. whatever.
eh. send me an email. okay?
badmouthing/
better clear things up before tsunami happens.
it'll be too late.
AIYA I DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE.
AND DADDY!! I DON'T SEE ANY SURVEY ON MY EDULEARN LEH
by some arabian girl :)
23:38
wheeeeeeeee
and remember to shave!
i don't think egg likes black forest.
LOL
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20:36
:D except for some unhappy incidents from the world famous amos butt. note: it's incidents.
my throat was burninggggg lol cos you know why? IM HOT LAH. LOL. dearest buddy i miss you! alalalalalala
by some arabian girl :)
20:16
how would you know I don't want to share secrets? how the hell can I when you tell everybody your other stuff when I am the only one who doesn't know wtf is going on. damn, how many thousand secrets I kept for the 6 of you.
never told okay.
i love you guys
thats why it hurts
by some arabian girl :)
22:14
(7)-1 =?
by some arabian girl :)
20:38
then when I grew up I followed their instuctions and acted like a good person. *though im really nice and angelic inside :P* I mean, you daddy tells you:" girl ah. cannot steal hor, people who steal goes to the jail." you'd be like. oh, okay, daddy says don't steal. I don't want to go jail cos jail got no abalone.
I appeared to be this really nice person on the outside, when I was actually acting all the while! laosai. I felt like a rotten person inside out. what i mean is, i am this very very nice person on the outside, but im only a nice person deep inside.
IM A GOOD PERSON OKAY.
or so i thot :I
nvm lah I still must be greatful cos my parents nurtured me into this very very sweet and nice person. I couldn't lie without wetting my panties. LOL
then! I went through many many demoralising stuff and all that jazzzzz, damnit helpless. heh so I learnt to LIEEEEEEEEEEEE it sounds so evil to my sister I tell you. she says im bad becos I lied to my dad about eating his milo choc up. i mean how can you resist milo choc. its CHOCOLATE
anyway. i learnt to talk in a way that nobody suspects me:D LOL I learnt that lying actually helps in many ways. like, "eh sorry lah I left my worksheet on my table yesterday night" when I in fact forgot to do that particular assg. EHHHHHHHH that left me very guilty. so I didn't lie after that. peaaaaple you should love me I don't lie.
maybe occasionally. uh but well, you don't tell me you have never ever lied to anyone. no one's an angel.
after everything I wanted to find myself. cos everybody was so happy being themselves. mmm it was hard. but I found half myself anyway. im still searching for my another soul. quite lost now, but it's okay. im comfortable with myself. EH GOODNESS I SOUND STUPID
many other things happened, and they proved my parent's advices in the past. HMM I appear to be going in rounds in my messed up life, but hey. I found my way. I know what I'm doing, I know what I want to do next. I know what it is to be avoided. I know what is it like to be isolated. I know how it feels when you are feeling all sad and depressed. I know what feelings are, I know how exactly I feel.
along my journey I found many philosophies of my own through my perceptions. I found friends I never had and I appreciate them like how I finally appreciated people who drop by im my life to teach me lessons. I enjoyed this few days of seeing the light in life becos I have the map to the road.
somethings appear to be ruining your life. but in fact, it's revealing many things that was once hidden from our sight. and I feel very stupid putting this up on my blog. but I feel like it. haha
by some arabian girl :)
20:55
"Share your smile and stand a chance to win a prize!"
EH SEND LEH! THERE ARE PRIZESSSSSSSSS LALALA~ come lah peaaaaaaaple send with me! YOU STAND TO GAIN OKAY. not like there's anybody there to stalk you lah -.-
{/edit
I have so much to tell the world!
first on the list.
somebody has been stealing my stuff! RAHHHH first my notebook now my calculator, i think i gotta prepare lots of pads for you to steal right. WHISPER PADS YEAH f.
and so that leads to unsuccessful efforts to do math homework! HAHA YAY hey I attempted okay. maybe i'll use the computer calculator.
right! I said I have lots to say.
But I think it'll do me better not to say it out :I
I HAVE A DEAFENING SECRET
but only somebody knows :D heehee
by some arabian girl :)
12:38
it will not be like that.
becos it is not like that.
not supposed that is.
a particular person: so. if you just want to quit, quit. what is the bloody point of staying and grumbling about everything? if you realise, if you had been smarter, if you had a greater sense of shame, you'd understand that everybody has their responsiblities and thus, the duty to fulfil them. if you know, if you had figured it out yourself, you'd see that everybody has the right to correct you.
the point is, you only respect people with authority. what is this darling? even people with authority, when they command, you complain. the thing is. you show no hint of respect to people around you and you expect them to give way to you. even your so-called BIATCH, has the right to correct you plainly becos she's older and more experienced than you. cmon dude turn your stereo down and hear what i have to say.
pardon the height of repugnance towards you.
from me
i forgot that im just a lowly sec2 in your eyes.
then again since im a nobody with no positions, i doubt that you'll ever try to change. hah! sec1s.
by some arabian girl :)
21:30
well i finally had one. this afternoon. I FEEL SO ENERGIZED NOW. stupid inspirational posts is almost equivalent to talking to myself lol but what matters is I have everything sorted out :) cos i believe in myself! yea!
IM TALKING TO MYSELF AGAIN.
again.
im still talking to myself ._.
..
i have more to say.
YANPENG IS A WONDERFUL STUNTMAN.
by some arabian girl :)
20:16
becos I don't have the simplest sense of confidence, yea. go lah cry lah the cry baby title is coming back to me. yay.
damn.
im a disgrace
reflecting makes me feel worse
blah blah black shit.
by some arabian girl :)
20:27
hello. im back
YAYYYYYYYYYY :D HAHA
zz now to reply all the tags.
hahashang: YEAH LAH YEAH LAH RARE HOR. YOU MEDIUM LAAAAAAAA
waimin: what stupid bra?! lol chinese oral. i dont know how to reply cos i have nothing to say about your chinese oral. HAHA
ade: HELLO CHAOTA!! -/sm. waahha loves
rachel: you da yi ma la what auntie
jiamin: LOL I CAN DANCE
aubrey: I MISS YOU! LOL DID I DANCE FOR YOU? i don't remember leh :P its that wilbur pan's dance. I DANCE FOR YOU AGAIN WHEN I SEE YOU TMR OKAY! :D -/sm
woah. okay
it's youth day
im wasting my time away on my bed sleeping and waking and sleeping and waking and sleeping and now internet cos MY DAD FIXED IT.
wow.
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